Rain Secret

Look at me
I'm here, sitting in this coldness
No, I don't know anything
I don't have a place to go home
Yes you're right, I'm alone

Steps that I've made dissapeared
Forcing me to keep forward
Please don't do it
I don't wanna see it now

Can't I just go back?
When smile make my days sparkling
Can't I just turn back?
When these hands are still warm

I'm always crying
When the rain falls down
I wish I can wipe my tears
But however it keep flows
Then I decided
To not wishing on impossible things
Cause this pain won't gone
Even I ran away from it

Here I am
No one but needs a hold
To bring me to that light
Once more time and even forever
Please let me believe it

No, I'm not an angel
That's why they move away from me
Yes, I'm a devil
Even I'm in the human looks

But, can I hope on it?
Hope to stay in someone's side as a destiny
Can I keep this moment forever?
And promise me, don't let me go even a sec

My tears are mixed up
With the rains that fall
So I know you can't see
Don't know when I'm crying
Then I should keep this away from you
And keep it as my rain secrets

Will you try to find me out here?
Will you keep looking me even if I'm just to hard to find?
Behind the rain falls
Will you try to understand my heart?
Will you keep this hands and never let me go?
And make the rainbows up, so I won't cry anymore

I know I'm still crying
When the rain falls down
Cause I don't know how to stop it
Cause this pain just to much
Then I believe somehow
You would come and rescue me
So come please, hurry up
I'm waiting behind my rain secret

NB: The picture above isn't my original work, It has Its own creator. I'm just using it ^^